What version of ctrlr are you using? I’ve been using build 1590 on both windows and os x for months and months since it was released for hours on end at a time both developing and using the panel and haven’t experienced this either on a mac or in windows.
Another way to address the issue with the mouse pointer (i’m assuming you were using an old panel that was dev’d before that JUCE change that triggered the infamous invisible mouse) is to simply select all modulators in the modulator list , then with the panel in edit mode (cmd+e, you should see a light grid over the GUI in edit mode) simply scroll down until you see the “mouse curser” attribute in the panel properties and change that to “Normal”. My hunch is that you accidentilly broke something with the fix you applied which I’m assuming involved some search & replace on the XML…
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